there is always a sad emotion behind a smiley face... im sad actually, but im just pretending nothing and smile~ i don't know i should be happy or not.. everything he just use word 2 say but not doing it..

he always hurt me, but i just pretending, "hey, i can joke, just make fun of me" actually, im sad inside when he is saying some word that i hope not to hear "im crying right now, i just hope you can understand my feeling.."