Life?

Well~ how was my life so far? I'm pretty fine~ sometime moody, sometime happy, well..everyone is the same right~ life must have up and down~ =) today I'm moody, hoping to share some feel that unexplainable.. i don't know why and what happen to me.. me n my boy was doing so fine, some question make me feel worry about him.. i don't know why.. (feel like crying right now) he looks like a playboy that is playing me sometime, but he was very good to me sometime, I'm really blur.. I afraid.. when one day i really put my whole heart in him.. i will hurt a lot.. i really afraid of that very much.. GOD, please help me this little child of you =')