I have to forget~

yesterday was chatting with one of my senior....and he told me a really bad news for me...
while chatting~ we was talking alot about college~but not long after that~
we start to talk about Him...
and as we talk...and talk...sudden..my senior told me...yes..he got girlfriend already~
and they are very good together~
from that time onward~i feel very sad and moody~
suddenly so many moody thing comes into my mind~
- working
- my club
- account
- my cert
- my granduncle
and many more~!! im so MOODYY~!!!
so after i heard that~i noe its time for me to learn to let go.. because he got girlfriend already ...

(LET GO)

less on9~

i going to start working next week...haiz...
tiring~hope to not work~
thn got ppl gime money use~XD

but wait ba~mayb wunt got tis kind of ppl tim~T.T
n ..if i dint on9..i cnt meet him on9 le~~T.T
i just hope he will come to my office and work with me~thats my wish~~~T.T

it was a great prayer meeting~

Today i went for prayer meeting~i was so tired..try to sleep...@@
but..suddenly..until half tat time...
i was prayed to god..* oh lord...please wake me up..i want to pray..*
so after tat moment..i start to awake..then God touch my heart..i start to feel the present of him n i cried...

Went to the music concert yesterday~

i having fun if i dint mention about our *sesat* jalan~
so...i realy enjoy the concert..thn i realy enjoy that with my senior..
da music was fantastic..i love it so much~
especially john lucas~
i dint say i dont like the voice of the other...they hav a realy nice voice too..
but john lucas gt a soft voice n also a hard voice..i just dunt noe hw 2 describe his voice...1 word..fantastic...God giv him a pretty nice voice to glorify His name~
so he can sing soft n also hard song~~
i realy love Him~ john lucas is also very frenly...tat he told us to add him on facebook..having fun alot~!!!!!
if can...after getting the pic from my senior..i will upload some picture~~


~cheer~

the capital H-I-M

was stil tinking bout him~

stil the same..

today...i out with my friend..
v went to eat kfc..but..da miracle is i eat abit..i full le@@
i duno y..realy hard 2 continue fit da food..
my favourite mashpotato i oso ate abit@@

today already 2 day i dint realy eat..

I cnnt even fit any food into my mouth..@@
duno da reason y...
last time i cn eat alot...realy alot..sometime two bowl of rice...but now..i cnt even fit 1 bowl of rice into my stomach..
any1 cn help me 2 cure tis?

Its a day i chat with him~

I hav a short conversation wit him n other fren of mine~
i duno...he jz like normal...chatting with me..
v hav a fun conversation...
but in my heart was thinking that i hope he can tell me that he like me..
but i know that is impossible...
i just hoping to happen in the future....
all i can do is pray~ and pray~

In love with someone i should not love..

Accually...i put this title as (sudden got a feel wana blog) but i change it..cause the real title up here is my real feeling...
So...here its come...yes..on the monday i went to genting...
and i dint eat frm the second day...tell u all something..that is not me..because i cannot even skip 1 meal...but since the second day noon..after i had little of my lunch...i don't feel like eating anymore...
i dont know the reason why..but...i think...i like someone...
this is my first time i wrote on the blog about the person i like...
i saw he very good to the girl..he did not tell me that he likes me..but..the point is i like him..when i saw he very good to the other girl..i feel so sad..i cannot show it out that im sad..because..v are mate...
after i saw he treat her so good...i feel like empty...
but..i need to continue living too...i cannot stop here...so if they really couple..i will just wish them luck...
the feel realy suck...
after the genting...i went home...the weather help me to speak out my feeling..its heavy rain..and im tired...im very hungry too...i realy did not eat for 2 days...this i never try before...maybe this is the real meaning of love...but i love someone that i should not love...

A story of HIM and 2 HER...

Ms.S is the 1ST HER
Ms.A is the 2nd HER

Here the story begin..oneday.. HIM ..invited Ms.S to a trip…Ms.S refuse..but HE wants Ms.S to go..So..after Ms.S think…she accept the invitation…they went to the trip together…on the first day before they went to the trip..Ms.S went college early..Ms.A also went college early..so we went for a short chat…then on that day, He came to college late..Ms.A just keep on talking everything bad about Him..gossiping bad thing about Him..But..actually, Ms.S don’t feel the same..she feel that He is good..after all of them went to the shopping mall to buy thing for the trip..He treat Ms.S so good , Ms.S start to like Him..But is it real? So the story continue with on the trip..
(on the first day before went to the trip..Ms.A was talking bad about him..but now)
On the place of their trip..Ms.A start to get herself close to him..so Ms.S feel that,that is not fair to him cause..she is just a two face people..like yesterday was talking bad about him..then today suddenly get herself close to him..she just like start to like him..
Ms.S was jealous..she don’t like Ms.A so close to him..but she cnt do anything ..at the end..Ms.S saw Ms.A with him just like couple…so she just lost all her appetite of eating and of everything..Ms.S dunt know the truth..but..she is very disappointed of this..cause Ms.S thought that she will get to know Him more and maybe can get with him together..at the end..they just can be a very normal friend…maybe in the future...
Hoping to see the happy ending...wish Ms.S luck..