Mr.F

Well.. i dare to post here coz I know there is no people will read my blog.. so I'll choose it as my diary..
Mr.F.. is so attractive.. I just feel he is so man.. he is kinda perfect for me.. he is cute too..
I hope he will find me sometime..
Im waiting for him to find me sometime..
Even when working time will check is he online or not..
Oh god.. am I addicted to him??
God.. please help me... help me ..

there is always a sad emotion behind a smiley face... im sad actually, but im just pretending nothing and smile~ i don't know i should be happy or not.. everything he just use word 2 say but not doing it..

he always hurt me, but i just pretending, "hey, i can joke, just make fun of me" actually, im sad inside when he is saying some word that i hope not to hear "im crying right now, i just hope you can understand my feeling.."

Life?

Well~ how was my life so far? I'm pretty fine~ sometime moody, sometime happy, well..everyone is the same right~ life must have up and down~ =) today I'm moody, hoping to share some feel that unexplainable.. i don't know why and what happen to me.. me n my boy was doing so fine, some question make me feel worry about him.. i don't know why.. (feel like crying right now) he looks like a playboy that is playing me sometime, but he was very good to me sometime, I'm really blur.. I afraid.. when one day i really put my whole heart in him.. i will hurt a lot.. i really afraid of that very much.. GOD, please help me this little child of you =')

T^T MOODY MOODY~

Im so moody this few day~
same as my friend~
when i feel like crying~
i got my BFF~
leconte man,sinyee,n jinyee~
they are my BFF~ NEVER FORGET EACH OTHER~
I LOVE THEM!!
BESTFRIEND NEVER SEPERATE~
i wish we can stay forever~T^T


Will friendship last??T^T

Well~SAD

I tink i cnt accept Mr.F..
i felt sry for my friend~ ='(
(crying)

Blog~Im back~

Well~
it have been a long time i din't blog~
so..
here is my life now~
Mr.J..I still have no idea what i want from him and what he want from me
Mr.F..well..don't noe..when everytime i chat wit him..i feel happy~ no reason~
Mr F did bring alot of joy to me~ =)
it's a goodnews right...
haha..well..
i just hope..
i will get a better future~=)
no matter with who..i'll wait for god's arrangement...
=)
cheer~=)

There were the time i want to forget HIM~!

There was a period of time...
i want to forget him
i have no idea..
why when i want to forget him..
he will always find me and appear infront of me..
what happen to me?
i feel i was like a girl in a movie that fall in love wit 2 guys~
i dunt know who to choose~
one..is the one i really love, want, and my dream man..but..he dint care for me..
another one is not a guy i really love..but..he did care for me~!
oh god~! wat should i do??
T.T