I din't chat with him today

I feel so moody and sad~
anyone?
comfort?

HE OFFLINE AFTER SAW ME ONLINE!

BULLSHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THEY OFFLINE TOGETHER AGAIN!!

WHY AGAIN!
I STOP THINK SO MUCH!
BUT...THEY KEEP DOING THAT IN FRONT OF ME!!!
I CAN'T STOPPING THINKING THAT BOTH OF THEM ARE TOGETHER!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH MY GOD!!

THEY OFFLINE TOGETHER!!

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

They online together!!

ARGHHHHH~ THEY ONLINE TOGETHER...THEY MIGHT GO OUT TOGETHER...
what happen to me??
why i think so much?
I very curious where they go! what is their relationship!
OH MY! WHAT HAPPEN TO ME?!!

FINE FINE FINE!!

Not going to find him anymore~!
If he find me thn oni i reply him!
im giving up!
because just now when i find him on skype!
he put away! actually he on long time ago and i think he got chat with that GIRL!

IM HURT!! AND IM GIVING UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's Christmas~!

Today i feel so boring...no feeling of christmas at all~!
not even 0.000000001%..
today need to go back to my hometown...before hometown..
i went to juscoo near my hse...
with my cousin sister..we were walking and window shopping~
so in the middle of the shopping..
my sis ran to me n says tat he saw Mr.J..
I was like..(WOW..I WANT TO SEE HIM!! SO LONG DID NOT SEE HIM..MISS HIM ALOT!!)
But sad thing is when i saw him from far...he ran away from me..
i was wondering that...am i really that scary?
T.T
SAD!!!
+ I met my aunt... she was sick badly...hope she will get well soon~
(IM HAVING A BAD DAY! BAD CHRISTMAS I GUESS)

I feel i have been fool

I feel like been fool by someone...
They like being together...but...they just acting duno wat each toher doing..
but i can feel..they actually noe...
like the guy...when both of them gt on~
they will on until very late..but if one of them were not in~
they will off very early..

~SAD+ING~

He stop replying me~

He stop replying me...thn i saw him on skype was away~
but after a few minute...a girl tat i mention before...she online skype..
thn i saw him online again~no more away~
so tis mean~??

Me & My dream man~

I hope to be with him so much~
but..let God arrange everything..
because..i found out that...Miss J likes My dream man too..
so let GOD arrange~

Bad news~

Yesterday~i got a bad news from clinic~
when i got a call from the clinic...the nurse told me that my report were bad...
so..i tot that i going to have a bad sick..cause the nurse say come back fast then will tell me...
so from genting highland..we rush back to the clinic..
after reaching the clinic...
and got my report...
the doctor says to me..u got a disease that cant be heal...so..i was so worry...the doctor say...the disease was (less/low blood) might come from my mother...
so my mom told the doctor..she did got the same thing..so the doctor told me..yes..it is came from my mother..
doctor told me not to worry..it's not going to harm me..because it is a minor disease...
but make sure my husband will not have the same sickness that i do..if not will harm my children as well..
so pray to GOD~<3 HE will arrange eveything for me~<3

hurt...

nowdays...
my leg and hand keep on paining n hurting...
im praying~
im ok n will be fine~
(Oh god..please heal me...i believe in faith)