I feel very suffer~

sometime..he is so gud to me..sometime..he ignore me...
i really duno wat he wan~
anyone can tell me?


ANSWER???

feel

I can feel that me and him will not have a happy ending lor~
i dunt know...
im so afraid to think of him each time i with my friend~
when my friend receive a message ..she excited...im so afraid that *he* sms him~
i have no idea at all~
not at all~
i hope to be with him..
but...will it have a happy ending?
i hope so~

DEAR..ILIKEYOU~

crying~

first day of my life crying because of exam~
i cnt believe that i cried...
i force myself not to cry..but after one of my fren~she cried...i cnt stand it anymore...
i started to cry...
i cry..coz of two reason...1 is because of my exam~! i cnt do at all!! at all!!!!!!
and second...when i tink of him..i cried~!! i duno y~!! i miss him...i want him~! alot...
but firstly..i wan pass my exam~! i wan gt CGPA 3.00 atleast!!!!

waiting him...while revision~T.T

Im revision+ing my computer subject~
for 2moro exam~
im hardworking in that..because 2day..
my bi exam is terrible 2day~
i wan score 2moro's subject~!!
2day..i got ask him to accompany me...
i wan him to chat wit me to keep me awake....
i asked him to accompany me..thn he promised me...he say ok~
so i went for bath...thn after i finish bathing~he off9 le..
i wanted to call him...but...i dunt dare...sked he feel that i very *fan*..
so i decided not to find him~mayb he is tired~


Im still hoping..he could say he like me too~
I really love you my dear~!

Badminton~

Fun!!
i really have a lot of fun thou~
frm the beginning~
*he* called me..he told me tat he is not coming~
i was...wat the fish~
but~after playing few round~he came out~
i so happy~~~
xDD
i played with him~
i having alot of fun!!
really fun!!!
haha~~XDD
i become crazy over him dy~
but~my god ofcourse is stil the first~~
^^

I dunt understand what guy wan~

wat he wan?
i have already move 1 step forward..for the first time of my life..i ask the guy i like..does he got gf?
izit this wrong?
i just want to confirm that he can be love or not only~T.T
that's all~
but...i think he gets angry~T.T
he said..(why did every1 ask him the same question?)
in my mind~i said..i asked this question..cause i care...n i want to know...and the most important is i love and want you~
does this wrong?
im so afraid when i asked this question~im really nervous~T.T
but at the end~i get no answer...
so..should i continue loving him?
or~ start to learn *forget him*?
T.T
im so suffering~

yesterday..today..tomorrow~

yesterday..i chat with him excitedly....
today...he was just like ignoring me...
tomorrow...he maybe will run away from me...
T.T

Him??

i wan him..i need him~
i dunt know why...but..i feel if i got him in my life...my life would be more beautiful~
when everytime i chat with him~
he will just call me *dear*..and i will just call him *dear*
but...when someone on9~he will slow down his conversation with me...
im worry...yes! i did worry that i cant be with him!
i make wishes...( i want to be with *him*)
and my friend told me that~he will accept any girl..if he got feel toward that girl~
so..i hope im the girl~
i know this from a friend of mine~
can i be his???

Im happy or sad?

Today i got a good news...but...i not sure im happy with it or not~
I found out that he is single!
but..i don't feel good...because he is a good guy~many girl might like him~
and i really like him so much~(telling the truth)
he is a pretty good guy...and a caring guy~
can i be with him? this is the question and the problem..
i hope i can be with him~realy...i wan him to be my first love...can he?
T.T plz...allow me..oh god~give me a chance~
T.T

I like you, but you push me 2 him~

I dunt understand....i dunt know why..
he pushed me to other guy~
the person i like is him~
the night after fellowship with my mate...while want to go home..*he* told me that he will fetch me home..
but then at last..he pushed me to other guy and say that *its my chance*.(i hate the word)
i hope 1 day i can be with *him*..i realy like him..or maybe love *him*~
i duno~
i just hate the feel when he tell me other guy fetching me home...i hate that~! i no mood after that!
and the most sad thing is i lost my ring n also my necklace~!!! im so damn no mood 2day~!!

Im so happy but sad~(complicate)

Today...i went to sing k with few of my collegemate~im so happy..and we are having alot of fun~and that was really great~everyone enjoying it~ but then...i need to go home early.... im so dissapointed~i hope i can stay longer... so..after all that~ i went home.. i saw a status update...that he is working... so does all this mean that i cannot see him anymore? or will see him very less??because he surely will be very busy~~~ but i will still wish him luck.. because me and him is impossible.. haizzz~~~:'(