1st day~

i dint chat with him~T.T
he dint find me today~
mayb a short missunderstood between us~
he tot im nt satisfied~@@
i realy duno wat he tink leh~@@
any1 cn help me ma???

I feel very suffer~

sometime..he is so gud to me..sometime..he ignore me...
i really duno wat he wan~
anyone can tell me?


ANSWER???

feel

I can feel that me and him will not have a happy ending lor~
i dunt know...
im so afraid to think of him each time i with my friend~
when my friend receive a message ..she excited...im so afraid that *he* sms him~
i have no idea at all~
not at all~
i hope to be with him..
but...will it have a happy ending?
i hope so~

DEAR..ILIKEYOU~

crying~

first day of my life crying because of exam~
i cnt believe that i cried...
i force myself not to cry..but after one of my fren~she cried...i cnt stand it anymore...
i started to cry...
i cry..coz of two reason...1 is because of my exam~! i cnt do at all!! at all!!!!!!
and second...when i tink of him..i cried~!! i duno y~!! i miss him...i want him~! alot...
but firstly..i wan pass my exam~! i wan gt CGPA 3.00 atleast!!!!

waiting him...while revision~T.T

Im revision+ing my computer subject~
for 2moro exam~
im hardworking in that..because 2day..
my bi exam is terrible 2day~
i wan score 2moro's subject~!!
2day..i got ask him to accompany me...
i wan him to chat wit me to keep me awake....
i asked him to accompany me..thn he promised me...he say ok~
so i went for bath...thn after i finish bathing~he off9 le..
i wanted to call him...but...i dunt dare...sked he feel that i very *fan*..
so i decided not to find him~mayb he is tired~


Im still hoping..he could say he like me too~
I really love you my dear~!

Badminton~

Fun!!
i really have a lot of fun thou~
frm the beginning~
*he* called me..he told me tat he is not coming~
i was...wat the fish~
but~after playing few round~he came out~
i so happy~~~
xDD
i played with him~
i having alot of fun!!
really fun!!!
haha~~XDD
i become crazy over him dy~
but~my god ofcourse is stil the first~~
^^

I dunt understand what guy wan~

wat he wan?
i have already move 1 step forward..for the first time of my life..i ask the guy i like..does he got gf?
izit this wrong?
i just want to confirm that he can be love or not only~T.T
that's all~
but...i think he gets angry~T.T
he said..(why did every1 ask him the same question?)
in my mind~i said..i asked this question..cause i care...n i want to know...and the most important is i love and want you~
does this wrong?
im so afraid when i asked this question~im really nervous~T.T
but at the end~i get no answer...
so..should i continue loving him?
or~ start to learn *forget him*?
T.T
im so suffering~